This post is to ask the question - should I laugh or cry?
I'm driving home and I get behind every single slow person in the world. At least I don't have to go to the bathroom. THAT has happened to me. In that circumstance I would probably cry. Today? I laugh. It's maniacal laughter.
I'm watching the reaction of people to statements I make. Laugh or cry? Laugh!!! You've got to be kidding me! You really didn't make that statement, did you?? That was so obviously passive-aggressive. LAUGH!
Why don't I keep up on current events? CRY!! I don't have the stomach to or the want to or the time to. What do I have the time for? Living. Not fighting with people over liberal or conservative ridiculous politics. It doesn't matter what side you are on, they are all crooks as far as I am concerned.
I'm afraid. Of ebola. Of death camps. Of cartels. Of Cancer. Of ISIS. I'm afraid of sarcasm. When people respond with sarcasm I want to crawl into a hole.
I'm in the process of reprogramming my life. It's hard to do when people around you continue to live life like you don't want to live it anymore. I want to say, "save the act for someone who thinks it is sincere." I also want to say, "don't try to kid a kidder………..I know the drill." Hey, I think that might have been sarcasm………….time to go crawl into a hole.
