Laugh or cry?

This post is to ask the question - should I laugh or cry?

I'm driving home and I get behind every single slow person in the world.  At least I don't have to go to the bathroom.  THAT has happened to me.  In that circumstance I would probably cry.  Today?  I laugh.  It's maniacal laughter.

I'm watching the reaction of people to statements I make.  Laugh or cry?  Laugh!!!  You've got to be kidding me!  You really didn't make that statement, did you??  That was so obviously passive-aggressive.  LAUGH!

Why don't I keep up on current events?  CRY!!  I don't have the stomach to or the want to or the time to.  What do I have the time for?  Living.  Not fighting with people over liberal or conservative ridiculous politics.  It doesn't matter what side you are on, they are all crooks as far as I am concerned.

I'm afraid.  Of ebola.  Of death camps.  Of cartels.  Of Cancer.  Of ISIS. I'm afraid of sarcasm.  When people respond with sarcasm I want to crawl into a hole.

I'm in the process of reprogramming my life.  It's hard to do when people around you continue to live life like you don't want to live it anymore.  I want to say, "save the act for someone who thinks it is sincere."  I also want to say, "don't try to kid a kidder………..I know the drill."  Hey, I think that might have been sarcasm………….time to go crawl into a hole.